Wed, Dec 31st 1969, 6:00 pm

6-2-08- I know I haven't written in a while. I had surgery last week, and things have been just plain crazy and complicated. There is so much to say. The first thing I will say is that my Father in Heaven is such a great parent. He is concerned about every need I could have or want. I really need to impress upon you how great and able He is to do things that work towards your greater good. Sometimes we question why us, and there isn't a clear answer. But what I do now is that when things are hard know that this isn't it. This world isn't all we have to hope for. If it was, that would suck! I see things clearer. I guess one could say I've seeing with my spirit. I've got an amazing gift. The gift is conversation at the throne with the Most High God. He knows EVERYTHING, EVERYTHING! Some things He will tell you; some things He won't. He has got such a vantage point. TRUST HIM. Don't plan everything, ask Him to help you. He is always honest, clear, and precise about what He wants from us. He needs specific things from me, and I want to be able to give Him everything He asks. Walk in humility before the Lord. That kind of thing matters so much. Our status isn't important; it is how we spend our lives. And don't forget to love people, and be obedient. It is hard to love people despite their shortcomings, but I'm getting better at it. All I've ever wanted is to be a blessing and to make my Father happy. And through the eyes of others, today is more confirmation that I am.

In Love with Christ my Savior, Aketa