Wed, Dec 31st 1969, 6:00 pm

I woke up this morning excited about my day. I get to help Carolyn with her make-up and suit stuff for her show on Saturday. Rodney (Carolyn's husband and gym manager) is coming in very well. He is so strong and no matter what I'm proud of him. As far as the home front I just bought tickets to go to Las Vegas. That totally sucked! Things are getting so expensive I don't know if I will go back to that show. The only reason I'm doing it is because God told me to. There is probably something I need to do, see or help some one through. I don't know just yet, but He will tell me.

I keep on hearing a phrase in my head someone told me a few days ago, and it is bothering me. Someone said to a friend of mine that is a believer in Christ,"You really believe all that stuff!?" It is haunting. The reason is because there are people out there who don't realize how much God loves them and how much He wants a relationship with them. He continually reaches out to all of us, always wanting to set things right, helping us, being the best parent. And when I hear about someones unbelief it breaks my heart. Eternity is coming. I want to be with God for all of it. The alternative is something I cannot bear. So I've decided to pray for unbelief, not just for one person, but for all people. Some don't believe because they have never experienced, some don't believe because they have been hurt, some don't believe because they have been abused all their lives, some don't want to have to answer for their actions. Reconciliation is POWERFUL, and usually iniated by the Father. How else can a person turn from evil and reach for good. It is not in us to have the capability. It is God's love and mercy that softens the hearts of man. Will you come to know a loving Father today? He is always on your side, and He wants the best for you. Please give Him a chance. On the left tool bar is an invitation. Click on it and read it and recieve the greatest gift of your life, eternal salvation through Christ. He is the only way!

Christ, mine for eternity, aketa