Wed, Dec 31st 1969, 6:00 pm

6-28-08  I've been back now a full week, and have been pretty busy. I've got my wonderful Father in Heaven, my sweetie pie, and dear friends that have been very inspiring. God has promoted me too! He is doing exactly what He said he would with my career. I still can't say too much yet but it is very exciting. I will say once everything is in place.

It is the weekend, and I can't believe that last week I was in Chicago. We hadn't gone on yet, it would be another 2 hours. I was feeling like a diva at this point and had texted my trainer if I should pump up? He was in the audience. He simply text back a "N". I was excited and was feeling a bit emotional because my diva girlfriend Debra had jump passed down to me a warm-up suit that represent the fitness factory or beefcake girl. WOW, I felt so much love from her I can't even describe to you. I still can't believe it. To most people these wouldn't be a big deal, but it is rare to have a moment in your life when you feel so good about everything (regardless about placing). I have stopped pinching myself. This is my reality. This is my life. God has lifted me up above the storm. I'm not even looking down. I'm nestled safe in His hands. And He is never letting go, never. I have arrived, and I'm not even a IFBB Pro. Arriving means more than trophies. It is a place deep inside when you REALLY know who are, and who you where made to be. Oh my GOODNESS, I've ARRIVED...

Nestled Safe in His Hands, AKETA